It has been a while. Not really that long; I certainly have not beaten my record of not posting. But, it's been a while.

Update:
Sadies was a blast! I went with Aaron. We had so much fun and it renewed my hope in dating. Someday I will be married. Not necessarily to Aaron... probably not to Aaron. But, to someone and that day is coming. I am constantly reminded and it's weird.

I applied for English Sterling Scholar. It was a process trying to get my transcript and, honestly, we never really made it there. I know that the whole thing will work out for the best.

I started the BYU application process. About 5 minutes. And now I've taken the time to blog because I can't think about it. And I am second guessing everything. I can't decide if I want to be born on May 24 or if I want to make something up. I need my dad and mom to hold my hand for this final act!

I decided that answering the phone is dumb. I mean, I like doing it and all, but so often I am not in a position to answer my cell phone. I am not in the same room as my phone, or it's on vibrate and I am in a very LOUD MV common room, or I'm driving. BLAH. And then people get mad... at ME. How does that work? They should be mad at my phone, or at the students who are talking/laughing about nothing really loud, or at my car. They should be mad at anything but me. I relieve myself of all blame. Really, this bit's purpose is to be a public apology. I'm sorry! And the whole readership of my blog can know it.
The reason for all that is because I missed 3 calls. In a row. My bad.

I feel like my brain is slowly turning to mush. I don't want it to be mush. I want it to be a brain. Rough.

Love, hugs, kisses, cookies, applications